quinta-feira, 22 de maio de 2014

Voltar, Voltar a viajar - Return, return to traveling

SEGUNDA-FEIRA, 17 DE AGOSTO DE 2009


Voltar, Voltar a viajar - Return, return to traveling

"It's a funny thing about comin' home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You'll realize what's changed is you."
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.



It's weird to return home after all what happened, its strange to wake up at noon to lunch with your mouth tasting like paper, everything is exactly how it was when i was 5 or 10 years... But different...

Where i had been, where we had been.. Everything worked in a strange routine, where every monotonous twilight were different from one another... Tiredness  didn't have the tedium impregnated.
The cold tastes like cold, the heat tastes like heat, but by returning, everything tastes like undesirable, uncomfortable, the rest kills the thoughts, it blinds the ramblings of insomnia nights... In the other world, outside, we slept badly and baldy accompanied, still we rested more in an hour then in a week in home sheets.

Try to write now in your couch, you will easily see the difference between an uncomfortable bench in a bus, train or the beach, and they will give you a fluidity in mind over your life and destiny. The destiny needs to flow in order for you to touch him and you learn his thinking...yours.

Return home for a brief wish of meeting again the past, brief, no more then unpacking and packing again, no more than a bath and a kiss to family and friends. We have to leave again for the unknown and non familiar stops. Before the memories forgotten in the drawers get lost in the dust and we get mingled with them.

Return home to the place that saw us born and don't be able to be the same that left...


Ver uma incrível beleza, num local tão simples.
See incredible beauty, in such a simple place

Conseguir Captar Aquilo que realmente estamos a ver.
Be able to capture what we are seeing.
Tirar fotos a estranhos de situações estranhas =)
Take photos to strangers in strange situations =)
Ver uma paisagem sempre desdenhada, mas...
Se a always scorned landscape, but...

Fugir da lua oferecida...
Runaway from the given moon...
Um recordar ao sofrimento...
Or remenber a past suffering
A chegada esperada do descanso a uma directa.
The return of a wanted rest after a night without sleep.

Return home is never the same after leaving
I rather travel till i have no more strength to separate myself of the memories
travel,  wander, get lost, know myself.
Know you.
And stay here in the past, till i don't have anymore strength to create the future.
Till there, I have horror if my memories evade
Meanwhile,i will live at maximum, so whatever i remember, would be phenomenal.
Vitor Marques